broken | bargaining

[stolenwatches]

[ Thinking back, the past couple weeks had just been one big blur of action, but Neal just feels elated now. Finding out he had a son but that Emma gave him up for adoption had been a bittersweet moment, but getting to meet him and bond with him over the past couple weeks has been a treasure.

Seeing Emma get to meet her parents for the first time, as well as introduce them to him and Henry, is something that, as cliched as it sounds, gives him a warm feeling inside.

It's later, when the celebrations are winding down in the diner, that he excuses himself under Emma's knowing look to head for his father's shop. The past few years have been nothing but good for him, and he finds that the pit in his heart was gone, and in its place, a quiet acceptance and with the curse broken, a readiness to start anew.

Neal enters the pawn shop, and lets the door close noisily behind him with a chime of the bell. ]

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[ex_bargaining849]

[When he'd spoken to Hook and Milah on that ship, the things she'd said... the hatred she'd directed toward him in contrast to the love she'd show Hook had been too much for him. He had been blind to the extent of Milah's disdain for him while they were married. Learning about it after so soon after he'd failed Bae had been too much for him.]

He told you about what I did to your mother.

[His tone is tired, resigned. It had been so long ago, and yet Rumple knew he could never be forgiven for certain monstrous acts he had committed. Hiding anything here would be pointless, since there would always be at least one person who knew of something or other he'd done.]

[stolenwatches]

[ Neal had half-expected his father to dodge the question again, but his words surprised him. He looks down briefly, before tilting his head up to look his father in the eye. ]

Yeah. He told me how you ripped her heart right out of her chest.

[ He'd been horrified, to put it mildly, to hear the description from Hook all that time ago. ]

[ex_bargaining849]

[In a way, he's relieved. It saves him the unpleasantness of having to describe the process himself. On the other hand, he can only imagine this knowledge will make it that much more difficult for Bae to give him another chance.]

I did.

[There's no denying it.]

I have done many... many things that I regret. I don't expect to be forgiven for them.

[His only hope is that the passage of time will allow Bae to let it go, if not forgive.]

[stolenwatches]

Good. You shouldn't.

[ His words are stilted, though, as painfully truthful as they are. Him forgiving his father of a whole mess of things is something Neal doesn't even know if he's capable of. If his father came into this... reunion, with the expectation of forgiveness, he likely would've walked straight back out of the shop.

Neal lapses back into silence, thinking back to all those years ago. Meeting Hook... ]

I, uh, jumped ship after learning that. [ After learning why his mother left him, that the pirate he'd started to become fond of was only after his father's blood. ]